You're the only way my time is measured
true enough, life is unfair
sometimes, you cant keep too two good stuff around you.
if you know what i mean.
you just dun wanna look bad
and lose out in the end. (?)
you want the best of both sides.
selfish, maybe.
dont tell me i'm trying to find faults.
when everything's placed on the table.
dont tell me you dont know what to say or do.
cause i dont know either.
tell me what's going through your mind.
maybe i'll tell you my thoughts too.
maybe.
this aint the first time i encounter situations like this.
not the first, when it comes to you.
tell me you're a player-hater.
tell me you wouldnt.
and, the story goes.
how true to Us are you now?
i know what you wanted.
and you knew what i could give.
and i'd say,
you're the one i gave my very best to.
and did every little thing to just please you.
but, that's not the point now.
if you were mine.
they say you would let go if the other party is happy.
cliche. but how true?
i just dont wanna put you in a difficult position.
but......
it's not easy letting go.
maybe i make it seem that way.
but everyone else know it's not.
i sealed up my feelings for you.
for i know it's useless to express them
since we both know how things work for us.
we know each and every constrain that we face.
we know, we know.
he has all the time for you.
maybe you felt controlled
maybe you felt suffocation.
maybe i gave you too much freedom.
that's why.
maybe you were always the domineering one.
maybe you just wanted to hold on.
maybe you arent clear of your feelings.
maybe you're at a lost too.
maybe;
it's just too much for anyone to think.
there's so many uncertainties.
it's just emotions taking over
slowly, you'll display something for him.
slowly, i'll be outta your mind.
slowly, he'll be the best for you
are you going to tell me that's not true?
i know one day, those
mails,
letters,
messages,
photos,
neoprints,
that book,
those sweet memories
and the love we shared..
would then be thrown aside.
when you really let go.
and move on.
baby i know you well enough i guess.
but i think mind-reading just aint my thing.
keep playing your part
But it's not my scene
Want this plot to twist
I've had enough mystery
Keep building it up
Then shooting me down
But I'm already down